IT’S ALL ON PAPER
Monday, January 11th, 2010
Finally got my inspiration back, inspiration to create something else than the commissioned design I’ve been forcing myself to bust out the last few months.
Since I left San Francisco last September I haven’t been able to put any emotions onto my photoshop canvas. Usually my inspiration comes with anger, frustration, sadness, loss or happiness(!), but this time it didn’t, I think it was to painful to let it out that I kept it inside me and did everything to ignore the feelings. That’s not the right way to go though, I need my time to process, I need my time with photoshop to get it out of me, and to be able to move on. Well, it still hurts, but I guess this means I can see a small glimpse of light after all.
I’m excited over my new ideas, excited to have my excitement back, the feeling I remember from back at Hyper, when it was too hard to fall a sleep at night because I couldn’t wait to start working the day after. When after an hour trying, I got up and went to school, rather spending an all-nighter playing in photoshop in a scary old prison than sleeping comfi in my warm an cosy bed.