THE BRAIN OR THE HEART?
If someone would take one of those two organs from you, what would you chose to keep? And how would you feel about that death of yours when it happens? Obviously you would not survive with only one of them. But living with both, is it possible to put one of them on pause for a while?
I’ve always made decisions based on my heart and my gut feeling, and to review the outcome I think I mostly made the right ones. But lately, this belief became a bit blurry, like someone added too much Gaussian blur on a, at least pretty sharp, picture in photoshop. I decided to go with my brain on a very important choice, I figured it was best to let it has its say for a change, now I’ve realized, the reason might been the fact that, at the time, my heart was too shivered and without the strength to stand up for my believe.
The consequences, and the return of an at least fairly repaired heart, recently made me aware of my actions, only to again find myself in the same dilemma. I know I did the right thing and I know I did the wrong thing. But what now?
I have the smartest and most amazing friends advising me, giving me their point of view. Everyone has their own story to tell, and I guess I have to tell mine, even if I can’t speak the language, I need to figure it out on my own. God, it’s interesting how we human works, how we think and how we act. I’m surprised by myself but at the same time I’m not. I thought I had a strong belief but today I’m lost, and I probably going to be for quite sometime, but maybe thats the reason? To find myself lost. I will give this one time, I’m not a patient person, but I will give it time.
If someone would take one of those two organs from you, what would you chose to keep? And how would you feel about that death of yours when it happens? Obviously you would not survive with only one of them. But living with both, is it possible to put one of them on pause for a while?
I’ve always made decisions based on my heart and my gut feeling, and to review the outcome I think I mostly made the right ones. But lately, this belief became a bit blurry, like someone added too much Gaussian blur on a, at least pretty sharp, picture in photoshop. I decided to go with my brain on a very important choice, I figured it was best to let it has its say for a change, now I’ve realized, the reason might been the fact that, at the time, my heart was too shivered and without the strength to stand up for my believe.
The consequences, and the return of an at least fairly repaired heart, recently made me aware of my actions, only to again find myself in the same dilemma. I know I did the right thing and I know I did the wrong thing. But what now?
I have the smartest and most amazing friends advising me, giving me their point of view. Everyone has their own story to tell, and I guess I have to tell mine, even if I can’t speak the language, I need to figure it out on my own. God, it’s interesting how we human works, how we think and how we act. I’m surprised by myself but at the same time I’m not. I thought I had a strong belief but today I’m lost, and I probably going to be for quite sometime, but maybe thats the reason? To find myself lost. I will give this one time, I’m not a patient person, but I will give it time.
Tags: believes, bran vs heart, LIFE